~Live to Die~

OMG i cant stand it anymore life is just sooo confoosing i hate it why must ones pain and agony be so harsh why kant life be simple i noe some may say that will make life boring but sometimes i just want to escape it all!!! bloo!!!

Lost From Love, Found by Love
By Toni Akitsu
With tears running down thy cold face
Dark within the heart and mind
Broken... from happiness... from being yourself
Heart emptying from ful filling memories
Drained deep inside the mind
Haunting thy night and day
staying so vivid, so bright. costly to fear.
Growing with the fear within, scared, afraid
No where out of the darkness until a light shines
they thy is found by one, and one may love thee whether love is a friend or a new love
for which ever thy may pick there is a light shining
thee is the on to pick your path, you and only you
within one's heart, will tell thee which way is best
somethings one's mind will confuse the heart
be careful from which you pick, thee is perfect
Dont let anyone change thee, for thee is thy.
thy may love but must remember not to fall
For if on falls within the depth of love, on will get hurt
All that is to tell is thee will find your light
Your moon and Sun. Brighten

i drink from my nose.

OMG ionno wut to do... i realli like Daniel but he doesnt like me back but i am not yet over my ex... what should i do? i cant think about wut would happen and Charles likes me... and yea... ionno i think my ex is flirting wuth me on myspace.... bloo i hate my life....>.

Well then i am stoopid and retarded... I hate me... bloo....

;_; me not goth me vampire.... lol lmao rofl

I cant do anything w/o Trowa popping up in my head why am i being tortured wut did i do? he should feel bad not me.... bloo i hate my life i cant write trisha without reading trowa...
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my siggy ish horrid but its the first one i sorta made... [IMG]http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y144/Tony_Akitsu/Trishasfirstsiggylol.bmp[/IMG]
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[color=blue][size=1] song of the day that she hasnt heard of: senses fail, bloodyromance...[/color][color=royalblue]Life is floating fast away But I look, your head is turned away From the moment you left, I knew that something wasn't rightBut the feeling inside has kept me up all night You and me are like one heartbeat You and me are like one heartbeat SO slice open my veins
And let the romance bleed away
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[url=http://www.livejournal.com/users/angelstag/] my live journal[/url]
Hey im me if you want!
[color=red]ac boifriend = inuyashadaman[/color]

Aww... now i am sad.... Jordon ish in the hospital. well i hope he ish okay and i also hope he gets out soon!!! well have fun its almost my spring break yay!!!

ionno wut to write but yay i get to make dinner on friday!!! and its april fools lol argghh ionno wut to rite luv ya buh bai

OMG i juss saw hostage!!! its totally wicked lol i cant believe my cousin thats six years old tried to pick pocket me... my other cousin kiki juss said my name in my sleep lol that is totally cool.... me ish wired!!! i juss had a java ship frap rite b4 the movie!!! its my fave. Heh me ish having fun now!!! me ish not even spose to be on lol oh well i am in heaven!!! Talk to yall later

Well i have too much on my mind rite now... How to put it... oh well i will write something else then!!! I luv anime wut is your fave anime? I dunt have a fave i luv most of them. the one i watch the most is inuyasha!!!! i luv it lots!!! hmm.... wut type of music do you like?

Hmm... me ish tired now!!!! All energy go bye bye... Man i hate school computers its doesnt let me go on myspace or xanga how evil!!!! Die stoopid computer. Gackt Gackt Gackt.... I began watching this one anime called Gad Guards and it is great.. heh me ish an anime freak... hmmm i am weird and fugli and stoopid and unique!!! yay i am wearing my DBZ tee even tho it is huge on me... it nice tho!!! Arrgghh i have Pink Spider stuck in my head. and i dunt like spiders they scary me no like them!!!!

I cant sleep... jordon didnt call me and i am so bored. grr... i have lots of anger stored in me and lots of energy!!! blah ionno wut to say but leave a comment to say how you are... who you are... where do i noe you... do you like the layout i have cuz victoria made it for me!!! hah hah trowa gackt gackt gackt

Argghhh... I hate school... Ppl wont stop saying i am their girlfriend and i am so not... Grr... I hate immature boys they can be so stoopid... Everyone hates me waaahhhh!!! Now i am craving chocolate yum yum yum. Grr... now i am getting more hungry

Hello.... I noe no one will read this but that is okie... Lately i had a hard night but i had a great talk with Jordon and that wuz fun even tho he had to get off the phone... Stars yay even tho i cant see them rite now... Grr i am craving a Java Chip Frappichino and its my favorite... Anyone wanna take me... it could be fun... Talk talk talk... I bet you can tell i ran out of things to say but i have to say Blah blah blah... no one luvs me waaaahhhh

New Layout. Thanks to necromancy_x for putting up the new layout! ^_^

Lol I am having too much fun XD jk i am having no fun at all. got any suggestions wut i can do?

Stole this from sadistic_mana

Answer or die!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Hey ppl!!! I am gonna tell you a little bout me to get a little recognition lol jk i am a freak!!!! yay and a wierdo!!!! I am also very fugly hip hip hurray!!! luvin always angel - Trish - shippo- idg